All that I am ...

Seriously, I dont think anyone understands whats goin on.

I've got a feeling that Mr.Fever is gonna visit me soon & i'm kinda cranky ... even lately, I get tired easily.

Its not that I'm deprived of sleep (basically I sleep >10hrs a day), mebe coz I'm still one of those in the Petronas interview waiting list? Nah ...

Hopefully I'll get a call next week tho ... so that I dont have to travel up KL twice. Petrol price is low now, still its a pain for the unemployed (like me).

Hols such a bore & I'm doing things aimlessly, with neither a motive nor motivation. In fact, most of the time I'll be clicking this site ... at least it helps to exercise my rusty brain. Still, I'm looking forward to better moments after CNY. Year of the Ox, bad for Tigers ... how true will it be? plainly superstitious perhaps? Oh dear 2009, all I want is to craft out my career path. There's been so many things in mind ... no one knows & I dont really feel like telling anyone either.

Yea ... I know myself best. All that I am, and what I really want in life.

Things are certainly better when I keep to myself.

*p/s: Things are getting really hot in Gaza. If you want me to side one of them, I'll rather not. Bcoz both sides nvr learn. As the saying goes: "war doesnt determine who's right or wrong, just who's left." A country, be it Islamic or Jewish, if the respective leader doesnt prioritize citizens' safety & welfare, he/she fails in every aspect of governing. WFP calls for a temporary ceasefire, in order to get their food aid into Gaza, yet being ignored totally by both sides. Is this the way humanity has evolved so far? ... after years of civilization? Lets just see the kind of leadership Barrack Obama can render to a world that is in such bad shape economically and politically. European community has officially announced its in recession, only America is saying she is not there yet (pretty much a classic ostrich mentality).

Speaking of social security, right now I'm having lil' of it. Things still get out of hand at times ... even when much confidence is put into them. A simple 'sigh' expresses the situation. Anyhow, I'm delighted for performing well in last semester's studies. I'm happy for myself being able to score well relying on my own capabilities. Still, I'm thankful for all the assistance received from lecturers and my dear friends in my 5 years of campus life. I've learned alot, and i'll continue to learn to be a better self.

I'm officially ... graduated.